Christmas Gift: The Letter 2

Dear best friend,

          Girl, how are you lately? Is everything working well? We’ve been a long time didn’t meet. One month or more, I guess. Do you feel jealous or sad when you saw the first letter wasn’t you? Haha. Calm down. It’s now your turn. :) Or you have no time to view my blog since you’re so busying, aren’t you? xD Anyway, happiness around you, I bet! I am pretty sure you are super-duper happiness now, isn’t it? Great, keep going! :D

           Miss you so much, you know? Hehe. Although we do not seeing each other often like secondary, we still cherished every time when three of us hanging out together. Our friendships are not changing anyway. And, please stop thinking of because we aren’t study together that makes you feel you are outsider among us. No, you’re NOT! You are you, on the same way, we are still who we are. We are not changing any as well as our friendships! Yes and of course, our friends’ ranges are different now. But, no worries, okay? We are still same. By the way, I really get what you mean that ‘at least two of us have, but you don’t.’ But, it is actually not so good if often happening. The consequence has only two ways. One is good thing, and another is bad thing of course. You get what I mean, do you??And, honestly, I really love when we chit-chatting, heart-to-heart. I do enjoy chatting with you. What a great time for me!! C:

          Lastly, I do love you, friend. <3 haha. And, Sunday free? Or have dated? Haha. If no, let’s go out together! Obviously you know who I am talking about. Wishes you have great time and MERRY CHRISTMAS! Bye :)

Yours sincerely,

Kashin.

Christmas Gift: The Letter 1

Dear best friend,

Hey, how are you these few days? :) Although we just saw each other last 2 weeks ago. Is everything okay? Hope that everything will be fine especially on relationship. But I think it is working well, right? Christmas is coming on this Sunday. Planning to go somewhere? Remember, if no people date you, find me. Haha. I’ll be your backup but got condition! Hehe. :D And, after I wrote that, we have already made a deal! Wahaha. Practically, I wrote this letter for... hmm... kind of embarrassing. LOL. Just want to spread my love for you. haha. Kidding. Actually I just want to say something to you. That’s easy.

Still remember last 2months after the long messages? We seldom talk somehow. Did you aware of it? Actually I thought you didn’t treat me as your best friends already. It is not because of what you had said in the long messages. It is actually none of the messages business. It’s another matter. I scared of asking you and receiving message that I don’t want to hear. Somehow I, myself, felt that there was a wall between you and me. And, you were just quite. That’s what put me more into the bad feelings. Finally, I found the answer which is a big fool for me. The person you said was the other person that I don’t know,not me. You know, that month I kept thinking of negatives. Yes, I think too much and put myself in bad mood. After this, I only knew that I am such an IDIOT. I’m too sensitive. I pissed off myself, why I didn’t trust you. I’m  pretty sure that you get hurts. I’m so sorry. You can angry and unforgiving me but don’t ever unfriend me, okay?

Anyway, I do love you, you know? Haha. I wrote this letter without name but I bet you know I am talking about you, right? If you were stalking me. xD Wishes you have a great and nice day! :D

Yours sincerely,

Kashin.

Merry Christmas :)

Taa-daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Surprise!! I'm back. =,=

Seriously, no idea what to update.
And, I'm in holidays now :)) just inform to let u date me. Wahaha. xD  narcissism* ==


Btw Christmas is coming in this week. Left 5 days :)
Every shopping malls had made some splendid, brilliant and gorgeous decorations for the grand Christmas.
The environment is all filled with Christmas atmosphere. Awaiting its arrival. FASTER! :D
Santa Claus + Presents + Christmas Trees + Sweets + Turkey (I think I had tried once when I was working, yeah!)     + Christmas Songs and  Green + Red + White colors! So on!
All those represents CHRISTMAS as Everyone knows :)


And, yea, forget one thing, Christmas Party !!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so desire for it! with friends! never been party with friends but family Yes!
Every years, my whole family will held a small party on Christmas Eve.
It is actually organized by my aunt and all family will be participated on it.
Activities just like usual Christmas party will do- buffet, games, exchange presents.
Maybe this year will be different, I mean, not going to celebrate. How sad! D:
My parents say it is troublesome because have to prepare many things, including cook. 
Just Maybe. Who knows.
Hope that this - 'maybe' will never ever appear.
Hope that this year will be different from the other past years.
Yet, seems like most of my friends are having part-time job on Christmas day.
Maybe the 'different' is celebrated alone. :'(
How sad if I'm celebrating alone without friends accompany on this special festival. Aiks.
They are so busying unlike me.


Anyway, MERRY CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE! :D
Enjoy this Sunday =)


Here are pictures of Girls' Generation <3 

Before end, recommend you guys one Christmas song- Diamond from Girls' Generation!
It's very NICE!
Here is the link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5hKP6A9vRMw
Have a look!


Bye :))

18th of October, 2011

Bored to start my blog with the same situations, I mean this,
"I have discarded my blog for so long again and again" 
But then I had started it. =.= yup, in different way. LOL.
Just ignore it. I have no idea what I am talking about. =X
Again, now I'm having midterm break. So, you know why I am blogging, right? Too Free.
Try my best to blog more, but not only waiting until I'm having midterm/sem break only blogging.
Yea. Try My Best. :D

By the way, these days started playing Tetris, seems everyone is playing it. So, follow trends. xDD
Nice game. ahaha. It is one of childhood games.
When my friend told me that this game is popular now because of a Hong Kong drama " 潜行狙击".
I just doubt that because I didn't watch that drama. But it seems like is true.
Play it till midnight. Kinda addicted.
Try to control myself. :D

This Sem is extremely tough for me.
Yes. PRESENTATIONS. It's exactly freak me out!
I bet you know the main reasons. ENGLISH. again. =(
Try my best to do well and not mess up with my group.
My english is POOR! BAD! NOOB!
As my parents aren't high education.(I love them though.)
So, I am not English-educated. I didn't speak English with family.
We speak Chinese and Hokkien when we're small. Those are my mother tongue languages.
Another is IDEAS. TT
I really lack of creativity. What can I do to make me be more creative,huh ?

My aunt told me, you need to be more cheeky when present. Get rid of shyness.Be courageous.
Prepare well and practice more as my lecturer always say, 'Rehearse, rehearse and rehearse.'
I should start work more harder now since I'm not genius.
Like what my aunt said,
'Since you know you're weak, you know you should put more effort and work more harder on it than other people'
'Don't flinch when encounter setbacks.'
'Don't easily give up if you didn't try hard/try your best.'

When I feel lazy or have a thought of giving up. I can view it again to refresh my view.
That's why I wrote it on here :D

Seriously, I miss my friends so muchhhhh. REALLY. Uncountable.
How good if we didn't far apart.
How good if we could still see each other everyday.
How good if we could always chit-chatting and talk nonsense.
How good if we could discuss what to eat before/when recess time.
How good if we could play games together.
How good if we could cry together.
How good if we could sing songs together.
How good if we could crazy together.
How good if we could laugh together.
How good if we could sleep on the tables together while teacher was teaching.
How good if we could secretly go out after school.
How good if we could go someone house to study but end with playing.
How good if we could sit in the same class while exam.
How good if we could share something to each other.
How good if we could do everything and anything together and forever.

Midterm break is time for me to meet up with my friends <3
Whoever, my friends, DATE me. I'm free now. :D

My skin condition is getting worse since always sleep late, you know.
And now is nearly 5 o'clock. Are you think it is 5pm?
So wrong guys, it is 5am. =X

Okay, Good night ;) Opps, it should be Good morning xD
Anyway,

Bye :))

18th of September, 2011

When you look me in the eyes - Jonas Brothers Ft. Vanessa Hudgens

Vanessa: Oh, yeah, oh, yeah

Joe: If the heart is always searching

Can you ever find a home?

Vanessa: I've been looking for that someone

I can't make it on my own

Joe: Dreams can't take

The place of loving you

Vanessa: There's gotta be a million reasons

Why it's true

Chorus:

Both: When you look me in the eyes

And tell me that you love me

Everything's alright

When you're right here by my side

When you look me in the eyes

I catch a glimpse of heaven

I find my paradise

When you look me in the eyes

Joe: How long will I be waiting

To become a better man?

Vanessa: I'm gonna tell you that I love you

In the best way that I can

Joe: I can't take a day without you here

Vanessa: You're the light that make my darkness disappear

(Chorus)

Bridge:

Vanessa: Everyday,

I start to realize

Joe: I can reach my tomorrow

I can hold my head up high

Vanessa: And it's all because you're by my side

Vanessa:When you look me in the eyes

And tell me that you love me

Everything's alright

When you're right here by my side

When you look me in the eyes

I catch a glimpse of heaven

I find my paradise

When you look me in the eyes

Both: when you look me in the eyes

And tell me that you love me

Everything's alright

When you're right here by my side

When you look me in the eyes

I catch a glimpse of heaven

Oh, I find my paradise

Vanessa: When you look me in the eyes

Oh, yeah, ah, oh, yeah

30th of August, 2011

Aha. I’m back again. :D
I am having holidays now. So do you, right? ;)
Happy Holidays and Selamat Hari Raya to everyone. 1 Malaysia. xDD

The only thing happy that live in Malaysia is a lot of HOLIDAYS.

Our country has different races and cultures. That’s why we have lots of holidays that other countries never had.

Should we proud or sigh? LOL.

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Sone. Am I qualified to say I am a Sone?

I don’t think so. I am still not an officially Sone. :(

Maybe a ‘half’ Sone. Sometimes, I am only concerning those I like and love the most among them.

Being a Sone, must be love nine of them.

 Maybe not equal but at least not bias on someone overly.

Anyway, I still like the way they are, the way they all together.

I’m still learning to be an officially Sone. :D

I started crush on them in the last year of December until now.

It is just within 1 year, not even exceed 1 year.

The love feeling is getting strongly day by day.

The very first I like among them is Taeyeon. Then, Tiffany.

Next, Seohyun, also for now.

The very next will be them, Jessica, Yuri, Hyoyeon, Sunny, Soo Young and Yoona.

When the day come, I will be a Sone, an officially Sone. <3

Bye :))

11th of August, 2011

Ahhaa...The same thing, I have discarded my blog for so long. (Very Long!!!) ><

Just aware of I have only updating my blog for seven times, not include the 1st one.

I would like to update more. I should update more. Yet, I gave many excuses-  no time,

lots of assignments, tired, don't know what to update and blah blah blah..

The main reason is I am LAZY. 

Now, I'm having semester break. So, no more excuses for me to not updating my blog again.

So fast, Semester 1 over and then the coming Semester 2 is waiting for me.

I think I 'll be busier and more stressful in the next semester.

Hopefully I can get over it.

Gonna miss some of them that in semester 1, because next semester will not be together.

Haizz..

This week also the last week before the coming semester.

Doing nothing =.=.

Nothing special happens. Keep watching drama (My favorite xDD)

City Hunter, Korean drama. Totally LOVE IT! Recommended you guys to have a watch. :))

Wondering why the main characters can be so Leng Zai and Leng Lui one.

Super envy!! But, it is also the reason that people love to watch.

No Lengzai no watch, no Lenglui no watch as well, right ?

Haha, I'm the one, ain't you ?

Lee Yun Seong- Lee MinHo, the male main character, super yeng at this drama. (totally fall in love for him again.LOL.):D

Kim Na Na- Park Min Young, the female main character, super lenglui and yeng too.

Maybe the episode 1 will let you feel a little bored, but then the next episodes are very irritative.

I like this drama's plot !!!

Here are some pictures of City Hunter.

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Haizzz..

Miss All my friends so MUCHHH!!!

My Girls ~~ How are you currently??

Do you Miss me or Forget me ady??

Nomu nomu nomu Pogoshipo!!!

Previously, Hope can be faster graduate.

Now，Hope can back to secondary school life.

But, the condition is NO SPM. LOL.

Even though, we on skype and called but don't talk, just type and do own things.

I feel like you all are right beside me and we are dating and chatting together. Just like before.xDD

That's what I feel. Do you all feel, too?

Thankfully + Appreciate + Treasure. <3

(TAT) xDD

 too bored, nothing do..

(my skin getting worse >.<)

Bye! =))

5th of July, 2011

ASHAMED OF MYSELF

='(

Feel like I'm the one always be a burden on the groups.
I feel so sorry.
I need to work hard for it.
I hope I can do that.
I want to learn more to upgrade my English level as well as speaking skills.
My speaking is SUCKS!
I want to be more CONFIDENCE ARGHHH!

:(

女大十八变

难道没听过女大十八变吗?
肥了会变, 瘦了当然会变啦.
变美了你妒忌, 到底想怎样?
就算你是名副其实的lenglui 或lengzai,
也会有被拍到不好看的照片的时候.
那些都是角度或者灯光问题.
（ps：发型也会） 

 Taeyeon

Tiffany

Seohyun

Sooyoung

Hyoyeon

Sunny

 

Jessica

Yoona

 

Yuri

 

 她们从以前到现在都那么可爱，那么漂亮.

没有亲眼看到就随便听人胡说就当真，还真好骗.

I ♥ GG. xP

LONG LONG LONG

Last Sunday, Yup, was my 18th birthday. Haha. 

I'm officially 18 years old now. Teehee.

The happiest birthday I never had.

11.30a.m, I went to 大嘴叭 sing-k with my sister.

First time went there. Inside of the design is quite nice.

Girls' Generation ♥ haha.

Actually I am not so well in singing their songs without Romanization.

Maybe some simple pronunciations I can.

Yet, I love to watch them. Haha.

                                                           Taking pictures at washroom. :p

Sing + Photo until 2.40pm and we moved on to One-U.

I have a date with my beloved friends.

Sis dropped me at there.

While waiting for their coming, my eyes started uncomfortable.Yup, it was because of Contact lens.

I wish I have no myopia. It is so inconvenient.

Back, we were planing for a movie that day. 

Haha, there were full of people and left few seats.

Great! Fine! chh.

Then, don't know where to go, what to do again. = =

Wasted almost 1 hours at there by sitting there do nothing.

Finally, decided to sing-k at 大嘴叭 Again! Haha xD

Before headed, We had our dinner at Saeke Sushi.

I love Saeke Sushi than Sushi King. 

Cause their foods are more fresh.(Don't blame me if you are a Sushi King's fans.I don't mean to offend you.)

Cawanmushi !! Love it so much. It is so tasty.(I had remembered your name.haha =DD)

Thanks ky. treat us =)) 

Then, move on to 大嘴叭. 

I was so awkward.Went to a place for twice. Hope that the staffs not remember me.LOL

Well, it is different feeling that singing with friends and family. haha

 Too high. haha 

And karsin, I'm so sorry that two of you cant find where the place was.

But finally, you were there. 

After that, back home around 11+ pm.

Guess what, when I back, then my mum keep saying why don't you pick up your hp and blah blah blah.

Then, I went into my room.

Suddenly, my bro said "Why you so slow, wait you until very hungry."

I just stood there and looked at him, I can't understand what was he talking about.

He continue said "We had bought a cake for you leh. faster la. so slow."

Then I just doubt that  " Are you kidding?" 

LOL. then, it is true. so Touch!

                                                              The Cake xDD

 

Next, haha. Presents. I love you so much.

LOL.

When ks gave me the present, I was really so so so TOUCH !!!

I have never seen a calender so NICE, SPECIAL and CREATIVE. 

Yup, it was made by HERSELF.
Inside the calender has some words from her.
I almost cried when I read through.

I love it so much. ♥

Then, I LOVE the cup SO MUCH, mh.

Taeyeon !!!! muahhahaha. teeheee. 

When I drink, I can always see her. LOL

Super Happy =D

And hahaha..

Girls' Generation's CD !!!!! 

Thank You so much ky and py. 

I like it very much. !!!! LOVE!!

Keep listening. Haha.

 

 just ignore my face ><

I love those presents so much MUCH. 

Thanks for accompany me on my day, mh, py, ky, adeline, ks, ken. 

 ♥

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Monday was the first day of orientation, I was so nervous when reached IACT College.

Then, can heard almost all people was speaking in English. 

My weakness. Scared.

After they went through some announcements, I needed to seat for an English exam test.

I thought no need to write essay, but it was a part of the exam.

='( I wanted to cry. 

I have no longer writing essay since after SPM.

Therefore, I did it bad.Super Bad.

My brain was blanked at that time, no ideas.

Even, I forgot need to paragraph. 

I really don't know how to write an essay. =((

Then, objectives. Oh, Gosh! 

It was so difficult than I thought. I just simply did it.
I was cheated by the people who saying that the english test was just a simple test.  

I assume that my English even primary school also will not accept it.

Getting worse and worse.

I  have thrown back to all my ex-english teachers.

I was just wasting my parents money to let me tuition at so many english class before.

Shame. ='(

I'm so Sorry.

After the orientation, we headed to One-u for a movie with Fatty and Siew May.

But it was still many ppl. @@. So, at the end, no movie.

Then, had our lunch and shopping.

bought a pair of shoes. pink .hehe.

By the way, fatty, thanks for the chattime. Taste not bad! C:

Then came for the second day of orientation, Tuesday.

That day just introduced some clubs. Quite funny, the chicken dance. Haha.

The last part was treasure hunt. LOL.

Felt not bad. Haha.

Ipad ~ flew. no more . =( so lucky that guy.

When back, we can't find one to fetch us back. ><

I'm so sorry that mh, I can't help at all.

Hope you guys have a great day.

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Okay, Quite long, right ? for this post. LOL.

Too many things happen these few days.

Tuesday, that mean after orientation day, at night, My dad was planning to teach me how to drive Auto-car.

LOL.

Yes, I have get my license. Haha.

Maybe I was too slow. Yea, I'm slow.

Cause I'm still not used to it.

One guy, drove a lorry or van(forgot), I think was an Indian guy, 'hon' at me.

Yea, it is fine that you hon at me because I'm too slow. 

But, did you need to drive in front of me and stop it on purpose by showing me your middle finger?!

wth!

And I almost knocked down the car who behind me.

Sorry for that. I will be careful next time.

LOL. No more next time.

went to DPC to drive. It's all okay, but not for parking. So difficult, for me. =(

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LOL. and for today. Went out with momo and wen fei. heheee.

First time eat Bar B. Q Plaza and Snow Flake. (I know, I am outdated ><)

The BBQ Plaza is so nice and tasty. especially the sauces

little Sour, Salty, Spicy and Sweet. 

It's taste so great! 

Snow Flake is pretty nice too.

Felt very cold when eat. haha.

The best seller flavour is so nice.

Thank you, momo and wenfei. =)

 

Finally, End.haha. xD I did this post for almost 5 hours.><.Crazy.

Bye. =))

Coming Back Soon =)

Heee.. Long time no blogging. One word --- LAZY

May be tomorrow or Wednesday will update my blog. =))

So, Stay tuned =D

A Night .

 Yesterday, went to Happy Seafood Steamboat Restaurant to have dinner with karsin them.

  I don't know where the place was.So, guess what.. I got lost @@.

  Alone and with a 'expired' handphone.

  Too lame, right? I know. A person who lives in a town for more than 17 years.

  Can't deny that I am totally terrible with directions.

  I think I will fail in my driving test for the coming weeks, Seriously.

  At that time, I thought the place was HAPPY CITY STEAMBOAT RESTAURANT.
  (It is quite same,right?)

  I found and found and found them, but at last it was in vain.

  I was really freaked out.

  Looking for 7-eleven and Digi's shop to reload my hp.

  But, No. There were full of restaurants.wth. Sucks!

  Don't know what to do at that moment.

  Fortunately, they called me. hooo~

  Last, I enjoyed my dinner with them, too.

  Yam Ice-cream, love it. Tasty!! =DD

  Luckily, I returned home.

  Now, I only realize the important of hand phone. LOL

  Although, I just read an email was describing about hand phone's disadvantage.

  And it may cause us have many kind of diseases.

  But, sometimes it is very important, too.

  So, use the handphone as well.

 At the End, I will always remember you, HAPPY CITY STEAMBOAT RESTAURANT!!!

 Bye.=)

28th of April, 2011

Today, somethings cause me felt upset.
I thought, I am fine. It's Okay. Yet, not.
A Liar ? for 2 plus years  until now still...
It is true ?Yeah, maybe.When I can be clear-headed ?

Is it I have no right to have my own things ?
Suddenly, hate this words 'WE'.
You have never known cared* others feeling but yourself.
Maybe you have, but I really cant see it.

Too patient is not good, too. It will turn into passive.
Yes, I am totally that kind of the person.
Hard to say 'NO', but doesn't mean every things.
If it is harm to me, my family or my friends.
Yes, I will. 

I am super care about people comment on me.
Due to I extremely care cause me always not be myself
I don't like that. I tried to change but it is hard for me.
It is annoying !

Apologize if I have made any grammars mistake.
My English is not good at all. Improving~ =D
Thank you for spending your time to view my blog.

Bye. =)

我?

我从来都没说过
或许我有
可能是忘了

'我很自卑'
非常!
'我常伪装'
的确!

之后变得
'我很虚伪'
没错

再来
'我很自私'
真的

也变得
'我很高傲'

最后
我的自卑心 变成了 自尊心
是自尊心并不是自信心

真正的我
(你永远都别想进一步的了解我)
我并不想那样

真正的我， 我也不知道
我只知道
'我很不喜欢现在的我'
非常不喜欢

New start =D

New blog starting..

I used to have a blog 

but I locked it.

Ｂefore I opened this new blog

keep asking myself some questions

At last , I opened . =D

Hope that I'll be hardworking to update my blog everyday.

Yea , hope so .

Stay tuned. hehe  (If you want to know more about me, if not just go =))